Aloop... Hmm2... apo bondo eh den nk kobar...?
ntah la.. den pn xtau... Aiiicehhh...! speakin nogoghi lak kn.. pngaruh Faraku syg la ni... Hakhakhak.! emm... Fara ni mmg la.....mmg... baek..! hehe.. ntah la... hbungan dgn dye merupakan satu pengalaman baru bg aku... hmm.. she;s a school grl.. she's learning...,in her studies n in her life.. she got a lot 2 know.. she's so pure... Haa~ ~❤♫❤♫❤♫~
in love again~.. nk Fara.. Aiishh.. btol ker aku rse cmni..? Hmm... i couldn't understand my own feelings.. wat am i realy think of her...? i've been wondering since the day we knoe each other, bt we have made diz far... aku ni knape..? adakah aku wat keputusan terburu-buru lg..? aku takut... aku hrp ni bknla kputusan trburu-buru cm yg aku wat dulu... sbb aku da rase syg kt Fara.. aku sgt hargai dye.. tp... tabiat aku... mmg ssh nk bendung... aku mmg mls msg2 ni... da ler fon nyer keypad pyh nk taip( sbb aku dpt dari sumber yg slh kot, jht dulu..).. i'd rather call her instead of sms... it would took me a whole day 2 think of wat am i goin 2 reply 2 her msgs... not juz her.. there's also few girls b4.... Hmmm.. tp Fara ni quite penyabar orgnyer... hehe.. Dat's good.. bler aku x balas msg2 dye, dye juz consider aku bz.. plg bengang pn dye akn bgtau dye 'terasa' coz aku x bls msg dye... tp.. xleh la aku take things 4 granted kn... someday dye akn bengang giler2 n BOOM! trcetus perang plak kn... Cm ngn Waniey dlu...
Hmmm... ni lg 1 hal... bler aku knal ngn sorang pmpan, imej Waniey msti trpapar kt minda aku dulu... Hmm.. da terbiase ker..? or dye adalah knangan pahit yg mmg sukar aku nk lupakan..? atau mayb dulu aku da serah seluruh hati aku kt dye.. yup.. mmg... hmm.. Waniey adalah antara peristiwa terpenting dalam hidup aku.. Hmm.. such a loss....
da lar..! smbang cmni..sdey plak...
daa~..

Everybody.....

4give me ..please....
2 sape2 yg aku wat slh... xkire jauh dekat, sngaje ke x.. aku mntak maaf...
k..? maaf...
daa...

Huuh..

wahh!! ak rase nk mengeluh jek.. asek nk mengeluh jek.. Fara pn da sound aku.. "Jgn mengeluh, sume yg rjadi ad hikmahnye.." lbh kurang cm2 la.. Hmm.. mmg pn.. aku ni mcm da jauh sgt drpd ajaran agama.. 2 yg byk mslh dtg sbgai ujian 2.. bongo la aku.. kalo dari kecik2 aku da tabligh, hafaz Quran ke, jd Qari ke.. msst tenang kn... ceh.. teruk tol moral n rohaniah aku skg.. bler agknye aku nk taubat ni..? Ya Allah.. takot siot aku.. baper lame aku akn dipanggang kt neraka nt.. Pergghh! da lar... takot sial.. huih.. saper suro wt dosa byk2.. pdn muke aku...

Hey u...

Hey... dear best fren...
hmm.. 2nite.. u really should told me dat u r goin 2 sleep already.. so dat i wouldnt burnt my bravo on d rush just now..! Hey.. we're best fren, girl.. it's good dat u r in a progress.. realy. I don mind if wouldnt talk or smile 2 me.. coz i understan it now... but it's good 2 see u talk n smiles wif other people.. dat would show people dat u r not an emo.. Hey.. u r 1 tough girl.. Dont think dat "people left u, betrays u"... NO..not every1... only the bunch of assholes.. Haha.. Alrite... DAT guy..? he's a serious 1 rite.. up 2 u... u r d 1 controlling urself now.. i could only watch or listen if u want 2.. tons of words i gave 2 u..bt u sure are stubborn little girl.. Please remember diz.. U ARE NOT A BURDEN..! dont u ever say such things anymoe.. We're best Friend! a special one..! no such things as burden between us ok... I'm sory if i ever said hurtful things bout u b4.. ok..?

Hmm.. bout those guys u r into nowadays.. Hmm..plis dont push them so hard, little Lillith.. U r trying 2 play them..bt be careful..be xtremely careful..! Men..they would be so nice 2 d 1 they r into..bt they could be a Ferocious Demon 2 d 1 who hurt them.. well... most men are.. bt i know a lot who such a patience guy..
R u mad at me adressing u as Little Lillith..? well.. u didn't think u are.. Do tell me plis... i dont want u 2 be mad at me in the time like dis.. I'm scared~.. Haha.. I wouldnt mind if i were u.. sometimes i told people dat i'm Lucifer... Heh.. Stupid..
Alrite now.. time 2 sleep....amigo..

Nak Kenalkan...Farah~

Hey.. I got 2 tell diz.. patot lme da ak bgtau... tp aku bz cket wat assgnment mggu ni.. n ble ade kseempatan pn aku bgtau dlm blog lg 1 jek.. hehe.. it's a gud news actually... Hmmm..
Sbnarnye.. aku da ade Girlfren.. Yup..! Grlfren! hehe.. sogan den... eh... loghat nogoghi plak eh..mntang2 awek org nogoghi 9... hehe.. praktis la ni...
Emm.. Fara nme dye... Cute.. muke Chinese cket.. mude lg...skang Form 5.. Hehee.. akhirnya hajat aku nk cari awek mude2 trmakbul.. Hey..aku syg dye dowh.. siyezly..!! N dye pn realy2 syg aku.. we both hope diz is our best choice.. I love her.. n i hope we could make it..far...
:-]
weh.. besfren aku plak da laen abeh da ni.. 2 lar.. aku igt nk citer kt dye la kn yg aku dpt awek ni... tp since dye da change giler2..kinda cold ngn aku.. trus aku x citer2 smpai skg... besfren aku ni... d Little Mushroom yg aku knal dlu, skg da jadik Little Lillith.. tau Lillith 2 pe x? cari kt Wikipedia kalo nk tau lbh lanjut.. hehe.. Lillith is actually the Mother of all Demons..the Queen of Demons.. (sng ckp Iblis brjantina female la..) Jadik, nmpk x..? dye da jadik cm jahat siot.. Whooouuu~~ ntah lar.. jgn 1 ari nt ko mkn diri suda...
adios...

Changing.....

Hooohh... Lots of changing... since aku post "Learn 2 accept" ari 2.. ak dapati mkin byk bnde yg changing di sekeliling aku.. Huuh.. nk nganjing aku ke ape..? hehe... mcm la dorg ad bace blog aku ni plk kn.. tp mmg tol la.. Lots of changing.. terutama skali my best fren i see.. dye da laen siot skg.. sejakda ade boipren ni nk bukak mulut ngn aku pn da payah.. x aku tye, x brckp la dye.. last2 aku pn mls la.. cm terkejar2 lak nmpak kang... ceh.. xper la.. ko pn hepi nmpkyer... Yelar.. moga ko bahagia la slalu hndaknye.. Ni ape kejadah plak roll call kol 2200H lak ni.. tgk.. sume nk changing.. Hmm.. nk wat cmne.. accept jela.. kn..?

Whoa.. Big Sory..

I never tought dat i would say such things.. especially towards u little grl... I've read the post which u refer 2 the part when some1 says u r trying 2 " jilat bntot Ajutan".. Haha.. i dunno if there are other prson who would said dat 2 u 2.. bt i rmember i said dat.. Hey.. Big sory here.. actually, i dont mean it.. i know dat u r d victim over there.. he's been usin u... there are also other parts dat i think i said such an unpleasant words..Hey.. i care bout u..always.. but when i always care bout u.. ko pn jadk rimas nt kn.. n people would say dat we are "something"..since we r so close..dats y i said things dat would make me look like i doesn't care bout u.. Hey, i like when people said bout us, actually.. But i dont think u would.. u see.. u r a lady..cute 1.. n i'm a stupid jerk.. It looks like Beauty n The Beast.. doesn't mean dat i don't like u.. bt i'm afraid dat u would bengang ngan mulut2 yg x suda2 ckp kte itu la..ini la.. da laa.. ko pn mnyampah jek kalo aku brjiwang2 ni..aku pn bkn ske beno brjiwang2 ni..lg2 dpn ko.. segan bodo aku... hakhakhak! k lar.. I'm sory again k.. kalo ko bce ni aku hrp ko fhm la yer.. da brcmpur2 da bhse ni.. aku nk tdo... bye..

Learn To Accept...

People Change.. it's our nature.. it's not a fault..
But, considering HOW they change.. it could be hard 4 others 2 accept.. it could be hurtful 2 others too..when we change, we hope dat people like it.. people can accept it.. people understand it.. but when people change.. we dislike it.. we get angry.. we feel hurt by it.. but hey.. do u really think dat they have change..? perhaps, it's their own true self dat they dont want to hide anymore.. their dark side they trust u to accept.. but u couldn't.. wat if u are the 1 who were said 2 have been change..2 a darker side..worse.. huh?
Learn To Accept.....