Allodoxaphobia - Fear of opinions

"You don't like it when people tell you what they think of you, either it is good or bad. You enjoy life more when people keep their comments to themselves (which is not easy for any of your friends). You need to just calm down and take their advice. Even if it goes against everything you believe in. Trust me, you need help!!!" take a quiz on Fb... dis shows my fear.. And WoW...! i think it is.. :'-(

Try n Learn......

ape bnde yg susah sgt skang ni..? aku rase terabai oleh seseorang... walhal aritu bru kuar enjoy sme2.... Learn 2 forget....or.....Learn 2 forgive... choose... both would give u a good result... Try n learn...would u, pendek...?

Hahaha! mlm ni pnat sungguh.. disebabkan mulut busuk beberapa skuad aku... junior kompeni Delta sume kne taji mlm ni... stat 11 lbh..till pkul 1 lbh... ponat den.. muscle kt lengan ni nk mletup pulak dah.. Knuckle smpai berdarah lg... Sialan~...Kedamaian~.... rse nk terajang sial dak airforce 2... Mulut die aritu plg lantang skali bersuare.. mntg2 dak debate.. tp rupenye, KOSONG melantung...! sungkit babi, Gorila sit n Pakistan walk..Sume dye xtau..! nmpk sgt kaki secure...da ler kaki secure, mulut nk langsi.. x layak nk langsi ngn aku la ko ni,BODO.. dlu siap nk brgado2 lg time aku bergurau2.. sial ko itam.. agk gua kalo gua hit lu skg ni, lu jadik bodo terencat seumur hidup tsu.. zhuh! da lar.. mls nk ckp lg... Bye..

Death of Love

"Her penultimate sighs
Called softly on the kindling winds
Her saintly eyes, filling with tears, lifting with truth
And then a golden flash like the onset of Heaven
Leaving her screams, Breaking my heart
And in the grip of fire
I knew the death of love"

Where will you be when they tense for warfare?
What will you see with your innocence there?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when they tense for warfare?

Where will you be when God is glorifying?
There we will be between the dead and dying
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when God is glorifying?

Prophecies and glory forge a massive disdain
For lying passive in the shadows whilst the enemy reigns
Devoted to the votive, holy standard above
'By command of the king of Heaven'
Came the death of love

Where will you be when they're vilifying?
How will they see when the truth is blinding?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when they're vilifying?

Where will you be when the dark is rising?
How will you keep from it's terrorizing?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when the dark is rising?

Burning was the sunset like a portent of doom
On the saintly iron maiden as she fell from her wound

But visions and ambition
Never listened to submission
And she was on a mission from the highest above
To Lord upon the slaughter
Like a sword through hissing water
She arose where archers sought her
For the death of love

The righteous death of love

Gilles adored her drama
Her suit of pure white armour
Blazed against the English in a torrent of light

And as they rallied onto night
A cancer fled his soul
Dissolving...

Framed amid the thick of fire
Aflame, a Valkyrie
She made him click without desire
And in his eyes she swam a Goddess

And even when they caught her breath
Her words would leave a scar
'For only in the grip of darkness
Will we shine amidst the brightest stars'

How will you breathe when their wheels are turning?
How will you know if the sky is burning?
Where will you be my darling?
How will you breathe when their wheels are turning?

Where will you be when Babel builds my fire?
Will you not flee and label me pariah?
Where will you be my darling?
Where will you be when they light my pyre?

Aligned with Joan in all
That was enthroned and divine
He swore to score the crimes
Jackdaws poured on this dove
Crimes he knew alone
Derived from minds of the blind
The church unfurled for murder perched
Upon the death of love

Framed amid the thick of fire
Aflame, a Valkyrie
She claimed the sky was lit with spires
And in his eyes she swam a Goddess

And even when she fought for breath
Her words would leave a scar
'For only in the grip of darkness
Will we shine amidst the brightest stars'

huhu.. lame skali x tulis blog nih... bkn lupe ke ape... xde mse + xde internet...
nioh tbe2 ader intrnet blk aku nih, trus aku bukak blog yg x feymes ni...
Dking Diablo... walaupun ko x femes, tp kt ko la tmpt aku nk membebel n merepek x tntu hala... Hahaha...
fuih.. spnjg bln 12 ni... time dak2 U laen best brcuti...dak2 UPNM sbok mnjalani Latihan Ketnteraan Umum (LKU)..tamat pade 23/12/2009... barula kami cuti...
hehehe!! time ni laa.. wa enjoy!! sampai abes duit gaji sebulan+bonus rm250..total gaji bln ni....RM15**.**..... Haha... x smpat masuk Januari da abes da duit aku sume...
Boros tol... pdn muke aku skg..!!
tp xper la... aku rasee berbaloi la.. mmg enjoy beb..
!st time wa masuk Aloha... sblm ni da byk kali nk enjoy kt aloha..tp ade jek aral melintang... Yelar... kn tmpt maksiat 2... Bdk baik cm aku mmg payah nk masuk tmpt2 cm2... :-P aku rase ni gak 1st time aku clubbin kt K.L... slalu kt mlake jek.. Station 3 tmpt kunjungan rasmi... hehe..
tp mlm 2..ade gak xbaper nk best.. dak2 ni mabuk smpai ke tahap 'ibu pertiwi'.. terbaring2 mangkuk2 hayun 2 pas togak air kncing setan 2 ntah baper byk ntah... Hmm.. xkn aku nk marah.... da ler aku tumpang dorg... hehe.. kang xmasal2 aku kne tggal kt c2 kang... Ermm.. peristiwa yg aku bru citerkn ni brlaku pade hari Rabu..
tomorrow nye plak.. aku gerak ke Seremban sme2 "Awek".. a lady dat is not 2 lady... aku pagil dye awek.. female fren aku..kt Srmban, ktorg jln2 ngn slug plak.. satu hari ngn slug.. fuhh.. bes siot..! lame x karoke ngn ko Slug... skg ko kt Penang plak.. ko karoke ngn mamak n minachi la plak Slug..
Erm.. then mlm 2 gak cSomark dtg n then we return 2 K.L 4 some important work dat need 2 b done on the next day...
Now.. i'm back 2 upnm... demam aku ari ni... doc kate "Viral Fever".. demam sbb jgkitan virus.. xsiyez sgt pn.. tp bdn 2ku mmg senai2...

Hmm.. ramai lak dtg mganggu... stop dlu la...
till next time....

Cuti2...

Hmm. natang ape aku wat cuti niey...
bosan siot... nsb bek ader PS2... huh.. syg ko ps2... kawen ngn aku jom..?
hakhak..! ngarut da...

nsb bek jmper ps2 ni... rupenye kt umah sepupu aku la... luper aku nk mtk ari 2... aku smpai2 jek umah sepupu aku ri2...trus mak long aku soh amek...adk sdare aku pn lekas2 kemas ps2 2 msuk beg n hulur kt aku ngn muke gmbire...walaupun aku tau dlm ati dye brharap dpt men lg utk 2-3 tahun lg... mak long aku kater adk sdare aku bedal men natang 2 smpai rosak tv mak long aku 2... huhu... bkn slh aku~...

tp bengang gak aku ni... aku men byk2 pn game same jek jadik bosan aku... Raye haji ni.bosan giler siot.. mlm td aku bedal men ps2 smpai kol 6 pg... smbhyg rayer jgn tye aku ar... pak imam takbir, aku tgh tdo lg ngn air liur basi meleleh... eh... xder air liur basi pn... hehe.. aku bgun kol 11.30.. mase 2 mmg da siap da sume... huh,,, nsb bek tdo.. dpt secure wat keje...
then, aku g solat jumaat.. alhamdulillah... pndai pn smbhyg bdk ni....
then... mmber aku ajk g jln, tp fmly aku ajk g umah atok aku... aku ckp kt fmly aku g kuar ngn mmber aku 2... fmly aku grak jek, mmber aku bgtau dye x jdik pegi... huh..!!
aku pn men la ps2 ngn baju aku pkai cntk2 2...
smpai fmly aku blk, dorg gelakkn aku.. dorg kate aku pkai baju cntk2 tunggu drpd dorg kuar td...
hek eleh.... sogan den.... mlm plak mak aku ajk g bndar... fmly aku g naek kete, kate nk jmper kt bando, aku nek moto smpai bndo..tp da lme siot aku kt sane mak aku x call2 pn...
lme tunggu... nsb bek awek aku call... x la bosan aku tgu mak aku...
tp...rupanya gerimis.. rupanya gerimis... Mengundang~...
huh..!! kejadah aku nk tgu da ujan2 cm2... aku blk ar.... da ler moto ni cm sial... aku tkt enjin motoboat yg bpk aku masukkn dlm moto ni overheat pas2 meletup plak kt tgh jln... mati x kawen den oi jang...
Namun, sesampai aku d rumah.. aku tgk fmly aku da blk dlu dah... mak aku da siap mmbongkang kt ruang tamu tgk tb citer amnde ntah...
Cehh!! abeh yg aku tgu lme2 kt tgh bndo td amnde siot...?
adoii... nk marah x boleh..dye da branakkn aku dulu... sabo jela...

Arakian begitu... aku rase cuti ni mmg bosan giler la siot.....

Aku Balik...

Huuh...
jauh prjalanan luas pamandangan...
jauh gak prjalanan aku dri kl ke muo mlm td.... t pmandangan ape yg aku nmpk kalo spnjg prjalanan 2 ak tido..? huh...
aku igt mlm td..aku da trlepas da bas kl-muo kol 10mlm.... tp, fuuh~! ngam2 sui pyer ar...
setibanya aku smpai kt plaza rkyat 2 kdai tiket transnasional kuokn carta bas menunjukkan bas aku baru nk "BOARDING"... Fullamak.. dgn slamber aku trun kt platform bas aku smbil menyalakan sbatg rkok sblm memulakn prjalanan... alhmdulillah....
thanx kt amoi sbb tmnkn aku smlm... ko mmg giler ar cndawan... Hakhak!
tp timing ko mmg baek..! time kasih lg skali, len kali wat lg.... hehe..
smpai aku kt muo kol 12:30mlm... hah.. ni 1 lg hal.... da smpai muo 2 aku xde transot nk smpai umah plk... nk pgil bpk aku..? sori la ea.... it's complicated... kalo aku pgil btol pn blom tntu bpk aku nk amek pn.... batt henpon pn da kong abes da.... tp... basten muo 2 trletak kt sblh paso muo.... paso muo, tmpt aku tumpahkn pluh n darah sblm msuk askar dlu... i know that lace like d back of my hand... ngn slamber aku kuarkn carger S.E aku lalu mengecas tepon yg da flat 2...so aku contact c Syawal...ceh mamat gemok 2 ley tgh men snuker kt serom plk kn... igt nk cntact c Mazri Mondel, mamat yg slalu amek aku ble blk muo cmni... tp nombo dye xder dlm hp ni.... aadus... last2 aku cntact blalang... fuh~~ lega cket... +ve..! g mnum2 n mkn2 kt warong den tido umah blalang...pg2 blalang anto tros smpai umah... Fuuh~ time kasih blalang... syg ko.... rase cm nk blnjer ko mkn es krem jek... es krem aku la tp... Hakhak!
aku smai rumah da ni.... ltak beg, pkaian sng... tros aku lelapkn mata lg skali...
beberaa jam kmudian aku trdengor bunyi moto n hon dpn pn2 umah aku.... ceh.. xder org laen... c Syawal Boroy 2 la... haha.. borak2 ngn dye jap pas2 dye blk... t sblm sblm blk 2 smpat lg c syawal 2 tmpang berak kt umah aku.. tggalkn souuvenir utk aku.. hakhak!
ls c syawal blah, aku mula rase bosan... tbe2, aku trigtkn 'bini' aku...! aku bukak laci bwh tv.. XDE!! wat the F... aku mule rase cuak... risau aku ni.. aku cari blkg tv.. Xde gak! Sudah... slalu kt 2 tmpt 2 jelar dye nk men nyorok2 ngn aku... aku pgil nme dye... syap jek.. x menyaut.... aku pgil lg... still sme lg... Shit.. ne pegi la plak dak ni... aku trus cari kt tmpt len.. kt tmpt smpn kasut, kt dlm ghobok, ats sinki, dlm fridge, bwh ghobok, tepi tangga, dlm blk aku, blk akk aku, ats loteng, dlm flush jmban pn aku singgah..! namun.... hmm.. -ve...
aku sedih gler skg ni... smpai skg aku x jmper dye lg... aku igt mak aku da jual dyer la... ataupn sdare aku pnjm x plg2 lg... Wuaarghhh!! aku rndu kt dyer!! huhuu ;-(



* bini yg dmaksudkn d ats adlah seorang Play Station 2 yg penyayang. tubuh bdn nye yg slim n berwarna putih cerah menggoda hati setiap jejaka untuk menyentuh tekstur joysticknye yg brgegar. beliau adlah seorg konsol edisi trhad yg sgt sukar d temui lg... Raje Nage sgt merndukn beliau...

* iklan eksiden yg prnah kuar kt tv dlu2.... kini d'ps2'kn....-
"2 la....kdg2..ps2 ni xtau..yg kita ni syg pada mereka..."
"skg xleh watpa..dok mah ja la.."
"bgi2 lah kasih mak,bpk, kpd ps2...."

haa,...kn da menggaban aku merepek...xder ps2 nyer psl la nih... siot tol la....!
mne pegi siot ps2 aku....??